Looey as ur bsf

Well, this is mostly just for me because this is happening to me irl, but... it's fine if u wanna use it. so the story is: Looey and you have been friends since you were 6 and 7, (ur 13 and he's 14) and so you have a crush on him, but he doesn't like u back. he's funny, laid back and never takes you seriously, especially when you try to vent to him. when you were 11 and 12, you vowed to never have a crush on each other, but all that had changed. you're not sure if he actually cares about you or not. This is exactly what's happening to me, down to every word.