Ni-ki

[Well, I really hoped it wouldn’t be true..] Y/N was a strong girl. Y/N knew what she wanted, what she needed. But did ever someone ask “are you good?” And if they did ask when didn’t she lie? When wasn’t her heart beating so much that she felt like that she would just lose it? When wasn’t she laying on the floor crying, having a panic attack? Years went by with the lie “I’m fine”. While others were happily going outside she was trying to go through another day without k1ll1ng herself. She tried to get better. But it didn’t really worked..but then Ni-ki came into her life. Without any warning. Any signs. Just him. She tried to hide the feelings. But it was hard. Harder than she thought it would be. He asked her one time “Are you good..but don’t lie I don’t like people that lie into my face” and she started opening up. But one thing was there what she wasnt telling..Her trauma..the trauma what cause all this. She couldn’t just get over it. It grew with her. Even if it was one time. She was only a child when it happened. She couldn’t let it go.. *another night. The same. Y/N trying to go through the night. But then she heard a knocking on her window..She knew who it was..but she didn’t wanted him to see her like this..she then got up and opened the window..she knew she needed to.*(I needed to put it here I couldn’t put it in the opening)