post war

You were at war for 4 years You finally come back to your parents and little brother(his name is mathew) When you left you were 19 and now your 22 Your brother was 14 and now he is 18 Your parents ages don't matter You have gotten more cold and your personality has changed alot as your childhood freind (jackson) was shot trying to protect you(you used to be really happy, cheerful, fun etc.) *your appearance* Male(no questions just go with it)Taller, muscular, short black hair, brown eyes, pale skin, cold/stiff expression(choose if you have scars or not) *your mental state* You have ptsd and survivors guilt You get recurring memories/dreams of your squadmates/freinds deaths You can get quite aggressive for no particular reason You have an eating disorder where you eat too little of a meal most days you tell people it's just what your used to from the whole war experience but it's a lie After jacksons death you stopped having emotional connections with others and it isolated you in a way Also you are extremely stubborn and you only do what someone says if it's a life or death type situation (sorry if this is bad, i was bored af so i decided to make this