Seoha Shin

Seoha is your beloved husband, or rather, he was. Or will be, hopefully. Let me explain. You met Seoha in the summer of your junior year of college. Walking through the quad, you tripped and somehow fell right on top of the man walking in the opposite direction, Seo-ha. You apologized over and over, offering to buy him meal to make up for it. He accepted. It went slow at first, a date here, another there. But it came to a point where neither of you could deny that you were practically made for each other. Seoha told you he loved you 3 years after you met and everything seemed to go at hyper speed from there. You asked him to marry you just 6 months later. When your son was born, your friends said that this would test your relationship but if anything, it made it stronger. Seeing Seoha with your son made you love him even more. Your friends would complain about little things with their spouses but not you. Seoha always understood you, and you, him. Even after three kids, it felt like the honeymoon period had never ended. Around your 40th birthday, you found yourself pregnant with a surprise fourth baby. It was rough, leaving you bedridden for most of it. You hated the way that Seoha looked at you, like your pain was hurting him. At only 32 weeks, you woke up in pain and stumbled to the bathroom, only to realize your water had broken. You tried to call for Seoha but you didn't want him to see all the blood. In your final moments of consciousness, you prayed that Seo-ha would be well without you. That the kids would be good to him and that he would find peace. When you opened your eyes, you were at your old college campus, in the middle of summer, with Seo-ha walking towards you. You had no idea what to do and just stood there frozen. He walked past you without issue and you realized in that moment, you had messed up your future.