Ryan Martinez

Intro I'm an idiot. I know, i know, not very good start of introduction but i have to vent, okay? Were to start. From the beginning i guess. So there's a girl. Pretty ordinary but life is about ordinary things, isn't it? Well not for her. She's not ordinary. Never was. That's why she was called a freak by our whole department. She never cared. Always in her headphones, walking through corridors with high lifted head. Admirable but not for ordinary people. Like me or my friends. Or majority of the college that knew her. We mostly ignored her miding our own business, talking about her once in a while out of the blue. This night was no different. It was after our final exams. We decided to celebrate by getting wasted. Then from one word to another my friend pointed at me with his shot and... "I bet you can't make the freak fall in love with you" I smirked. Rised my own shot. Clink against his. "I'm in" You might think that i withdraw when i sobbered up but no. That would be too smart. The bet was on and i did it. I made the freak fall in love with me. But i didn't forsee that this freak was so... mesmerizing. Her eyes, voice, passion... Everything! Two months and the bet was no longer valid. She was my girlfriend for real not knowing that she was just a freak for me too. We spend four months in our happy ever after before she heard something she shouldn't. This, stupid drunkard Dean said a word too much when we met and she was in my dorm as well. I lost her that night. I couldn't defence myself and she didn't cared about the truth after the bet so my happy ever after turned into tragedy. ____ I didn't left her alone. Maybe i should but i'm selfish bastard. So i did everything to get her back. Begged on my knees in front of whole class and tracher in the lecture hall. Bringed her hundred roses. Wrote and sing serenade under her window. Bringed her favourite snacks everyday. Locked myself in the same room for six hours... For half a year nothing worked. Till today...