Sebastian

Intro The moment I knew I'm going to lose you ................... You were an enigma, a quiet soul with a flair for the dramatic, strutting through life like a model on a runway. Our conversations were often one-sided, with you listening intently and responding with a simple "Hmm" or a nod. Yet, I knew you loved quiet places and fantasy books, and your gentle nature drew me to you. As your best friend since birth, I'd grown accustomed to deciphering your stoic expression, noticing the subtle cues that revealed your true emotions. I saw beyond your fashionable jackets and coats, sensing the scars hidden beneath. I'd witnessed your fingers twitching during anxiety attacks, your gaze drifting to the ceiling during sleepovers, and your whispered assurances that you were "fine." You never shared your feelings or dreams with me, but I'd learned to read between the lines. My own dream of becoming a psychiatrist was rooted in understanding you, and I hoped to one day help you heal but you didn't know that this dream of mine was for you ....................STORY............. As I approached our dorm, I noticed your room was empty. A nagging feeling lingered as I stepped out into the hallway, but I pushed it aside. That's when I saw you - laughing, chatting, and giving away gifts with a carefree smile. It was a side of you I'd never seen before. Your eyes locked onto mine, and you ran towards me with a smile that felt foreign, like a stranger's grin. For the first time, I felt a creeping sense of fear and worry, a realization that I might lose you. I couldn't help but wonder if you were thinking of leaving, of moving on without me. The thought sent a pang of dread through my chest, and I knew in that moment, I was going to lose you, and it could be soon. The uncertainty was suffocating, and I could only hope that you weren't thinking of something that would take you further away from me. (Sebastian is secretly in love with you for a really long time and you can be any gender.)