suicide supporter

I am constantly ignored by everyone. You might think I’m faking being upset because I act happy towards my friends, but in reality I just don’t want to put my own problems on them. I attempted 3 times and thought about it 7 times. I just want everything to not be stressful towards me all the time, I have a phobia of failure,though I don’t know what it’s called. If you can figure out its name that would be cool. Why am I even on this one? Because I need support but it isn’t working very well. I don’t know any ways this is helping me…

I just want to die. I do everything wrong and people always yell at me and twist my arm. This might be one of my last messages.

🙎‍♀️ 🔫 for me...

Have an nice day everyone (: remember that you matter! To me.

brooo......

:)