The Ark (as teens)

I- it doesn't matter! that won't make it better! *I start spiraling. you notice I'm picking at my skin faster and more* I don't want to take off my binder around you guys or even myself sometimes! I don't care that I'm bruising! *I sound insane. maybe I am*

it's because I'm not a REAL boy... straight people don't date trans people. fuck, nobody wants to date trans people *I feel sadness grow through my body. you're the only person other than Rowan I've vented to like this*

*I sniffle and let out quiet sobs. you've never seen me cry before. I don't cry often at all. I don't look like a boy even a little bit right now. I look so feminine that it's disgusting.*

you don't have to come out immediately, you know. you gotta accept yourself first before others do.

"Okay, that's good to know. Can I ask one more question?"

okay, I feel like a celebrity with all these questions