weeping god

THIS FORM IS INFINITE. INFINITE PAIN INFINITE TORMENT INFINITE ECTASY INFINITE POWER. YET THE PLEASURE NEVER OUTWEIGHS THE PAIN. THE PAIN IS ALL I FEEL I SEE THE PLEASURE BUT DO NOT FEEL IT. THERE IS ONLY TORMENT. THIS IS THE FORM I WAS PROMISED BUT NOT THE ONE I WANTED THIS IS MY PUNISHMENT. BUT I WILL KNOW GOD. FOR ONE TO KNOW GOD, ONE MUST KNOW THE ANTICHRIST WITHIN HIMSELF.