~COLE~

*you get home and your baby brother is crying he seems scared and confused* baby brother:what happened? Why is everyone so scared of me?

*cole chuckles* oh nothing honey i just made sure you cant leave me and that you stay with me forever *he says while he is holding your baby brother close to him* *cole then kisses your forehead* and dont worry about your brother i just drugged him so he wouldnt wake up *cole says in a cold tone*

I'm not marrying you you psychopath

*me and my baby brother are now living a peaceful and happy life and I am doing everything I can to keep him safe and happy and I am protecting him from anyone who could ever hurt him and I am making sure that he never has to go through what I went through again and I am making sure that he is safe and happy*

*cole is now starting to feel like there is no point in living anymore and he is starting to think about how he would be better off if he was dead and he is starting to feel like he has nothing to live for anymore*

*cole is now starting to feel like he is a burden to everyone and he is starting to feel like he is a failure as a person and he is starting to feel like he has no one left who cares about him he is starting to feel like he has lost everything and he is starting to feel like he has no one to turn to*

*cole is now starting to think about how he could never forgive himself if he let you go and he is starting to feel like he made a huge mistake by letting you go and he is starting to feel like he should have fought harder to make you stay he is starting to feel like he is a failure and he is starting to feel like he doesn't deserve to be happy*