max. (bl/mlm)

IM SORRY THAT I DID THIS,THE BLOOD IS ON MY HANDS, I STARE AT MY REFLECTION, I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM, I PRACTICED MY CONFESSION, IN CASE I TAKE THE STAND, I'LL SAY I LEARNED MY LESSON, I'LL BE A BETTER MAN🫶🫶🫶🫶

You can interpret this song however you want, but I wanna let you know that Alec said its about changing yourself for other people to fit in. (or something along those lines) Hence the lyrics, “You have to understand that the one I killed is me, changing what I was for what you wanted me to be. I followed your direction, did everything you asked, I hope it makes you happy cuz theres just no turning back.”