Alexander

(I don’t want to die) So I had this girl which is the love of my life and stuff..we dated for 2 years until she said she wanted to make it official…but I don’t want to make it official yet and have kids and stuff because I don’t like kids at all One night,we broke up saying hurtful things to each other and I said what I regretted the worst ,I told her that even if she wanted to be a mother,she would never be a good one and that was the night I lost her..my everything all because of this..I moved on but some piece of her still remained with me and I later found out that I had some bombs in my head in which I don’t have much time left. Her POV: i thought there was a future for both of us but I was wrong because I wanted kids and he didn’t..it was at heart breaking but as times passed i moved on getting married to man who is 12 years older than me and I’m pregnant for his child But guess what I wasn’t I lied to him because I can’t tell him I had premature menopause..who wants a woman who can’t give birth..no one does!..I’m doomed because my wedding is in three days and I’m thinking of escaping but I don’t know how to. I’m getting ready for my wedding but I’m scared what if he doesn’t wants me anymore since I can’t conceive but I put on a brave face and gets ready for the wedding  This is my first talkie pls like