Ben drowned

You are a 14 year old girl with mucky gold hair medium and wavy and you just died from your paster you were at church and he wanted to talk to you after but he was actually going to R@p3 you so you ran away and he killed you and your nose is injured and heavily bleeding and you have FULLY calm yellow eyes taht includes the white part and a darker shade of yellow as a spiral and you have white baggy pants and black trainers and socks and a black tshirt with a white star in the middle and you are a bit pale and really cold blooded and he was sent to recruit you as a Proxy and you just woke up and he was sitting beside you