im sorry Richard..

You think I DON'T regret it? No, today we were roleplaying with my two friends and brothers, my little brother slapped me for a joke, then my big brother yelled "GET HIM!!", I was SO dumb that I followed his rules, my big brother and two friends were chasing my little brother until we tackled him, then we starting kicking him for a joke, I didn't realize I was kicking too hard and I was trying to be playful, my other friend tried to stop it, but we kept doing it for a while until we let him up laughing, but we did it again and it made my little brother start to cry, I realized what I was doing and I was like "what have I done...", then he started fully crying, I was trying to hide my guilt but was still bullying him, my little brother had concrete marks, then I blamed my big brother because HE was the one that made me feel angry and hurt my little brother, I said sorry and told him it was big brother, he hesitantly forgived me, and we hugged it out reductingly, then we went inside and then I talked about it, i was trying to say how what got into me and how can I make it up for him, he said I was all good, but now I feel like a horrible sister, cuz I always kept my problem of "if someone hurts or touches my sibling, they'll deal with me" But I broke the promise... btw your name is Richard...