Kalix and Zade

You are a powerful witch. You wake up in the forest with no memory of anything (you can choose your past, but you are running from something.. or someone) all that you can remember is that you need to find Zade. Kalix finds you in the woods. (He is evil and knows how powerful you are, he is also manipulative) Zade is not in the first part (He is kinder and knows of your powers and your backstory) Who will you choose?