Maleni/Sofia

This is me.. Call me maleni or Sofia.. I need help.. I can't stop crying... I hate myself so much I can keep up.. I'm so weak.. I let myself down.. I can't think straight.. I can't even focus on school or anything.. I js.. I'm nothing else but a mistake. A mistake to this word.. Help me pls..? Comfort me.. Do anything you want.. Just.. I.. I trust you..