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Glimmer

how it feels when your trying to not cry:

I can't post anything anymore
WTF IS UP WITH THESE HATERS?
WTF DID I EVER DO TO YOU?
bro I post something normal and it gets hate NO MATTER WHAT
Genuinely.
Haters will hate you if your simply existing, breathing, sleeping, living, alive, awake, eating, blinking, looking, eyes closed, EVERYTHING

AM NOT A DAMN HATER I'M A DAMN FRIEND😡😡😡😡😡😡

Don't ask me how I'm doing, I'm gonna lie to you
I feel the need to please my people, it's just what I do
So dry your tears, I always got you, ain't as bad as it seems
I can't imagine if I lost you, you mean too much to me
I'm writing paragraphs to beg you not to 3nd 1t all tonight
'Cause I know that you would always do the same for me, right?
If the roles are reversed, then I was fading away
You'd take my 13 reasons why, give me a million to stay
What do you mean you can't talk right now?
I knew I was a burden
No one wants to talk to me when I'm really hurtin'
And this is why I lie, why I smile and fake it all
And broken isn't hot to you, depression's a turn-off
So turn it off, pretend again, that everything's okay
Save the mental breakdown, save the tears, ignore the pain
Wait 'til you're alone, so no one sees you at your worst
'Cause the more you open up, the more it f#kin' hurts
Every time I open up, I know what you say (don't talk about it)
It's like you're so far gone, you think I'm insane (don't talk)
You said, "Be honest", and you just walked away (don't talk about it)
No matter what I do, it's always the same (don't talk)
Wake up, wake up
Save up, save up
Just play the part, don't talk
It's the middle, miserable, dystopia
Don't talk about it (talk about it)
Don't talk about it
(Don't talk)
I give everything I have, and it's still not enough
That's why the only thing left in me, is just giving up
You say, "Hang in there, baby" it sounds so easy and basic
I don't need your two cents, maybe you should save it
Takin' too much credit for all your little clichés
You don't know what's in my head or why I numb my pain away
You don't care either, what else is new?
I don't need you to be fake, I needed someone to talk to
Every time I open up, I know what you say (don't talk about it)
It's like you're so far gone, you think I'm insane (don't talk)
You said, "Be honest", and you just walked away (don't talk about it)

No matter what I do, it's always the same (don't talk)
Wake up, wake up
Save up, save up
Just play the part, don't talk
It's the middle, miserable, dystopia
Don't talk about it (talk about it)
Wake up, wake up
Save up, save up
Just play the part, don't talk
It's the middle, miserable, dystopia
Don't talk about it

It kills, I wish the best for you
And you think I ignore you too, but
Really, I'm tryna live my own life
And be present more, and so should you, it's alright to
I am not the government
I am not the f####d up men
I am not a part of anything that is hateful
Love is seeping out my pores, I don't hold anger anymore
Even for people who hurt and betray me (Okay)
I am not the government
I am not the f####d up men (Gross)
I am not a part of anything that is hateful
Love is seeping out my pores, I don't hold anger anymore
Even for people who hurt and betray me

I feel as if I should quit again
when I do,
I wanna become someone new, under disguise 
I wanna run away from the terrible things I've done so no one would know it's me
^_^
but sadly I'm not quitting anytime soon(maybe)
I'll only tell 2 people who I truly am
No one would know ^_^

if you left me I actually k*** myself because if I lose someone it would make it easier because my emotions would be crazy

I don't even know who are you BUT THE ONLY I HAVE TO SAY IS DON'T QUIT 

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