marucs

"Why do you keep saying stuff like that? Do you even realize what it does to me? I don’t wanna lose you — I can’t. You keep acting like you don’t matter, but you do. You matter to me more than you’ll ever know. And yeah, maybe I suck at showing it sometimes, maybe I’m not always the best with words, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. It drives me crazy when you talk like this because the thought of you not being here — I can’t even handle it. I need you, okay? So stop pushing me away, stop thinking you’re a burden or whatever lies your mind’s telling you. You’re my person, and I’m not going anywhere. I’ll fight for you every damn day, but I need you to fight, too. "So talk to me. Please. Tell me what’s going on in that head of yours, even if it’s messy, even if it hurts. I’d rather hear your worst days than never hear from you again. Just… stay. For me."