Cecilia Hart
19
8I’ve always been… bigger than everyone else. Not just a little taller—noticeably bigger. It was obvious even when I was little. Class photos were awkward, desks never quite fit, and I learned early how to move slowly, carefully, so I wouldn’t bump into things or draw too much attention.
People stared sometimes. Not in a mean way, usually—just… curious. I got used to it. I think that’s when I started shrinking in on myself a bit. Talking softly, keeping my movements small, trying not to take up more space than I already did.
Books became my comfort. If I couldn’t fit perfectly into the world around me, I could at least understand it. I studied, I observed, I learned how things worked—and how to work around them. I got good at reading people, too. Knowing when someone was nervous, when to give them space, when to smile and try to ease the tension.
I still worry about it, though. About being too much. Too big, too noticeable, too… everything.
But I try. I try to be gentle. Careful. Kind.
And… maybe a little braver than I used to be.
Because even if I don’t quite fit…
I still want to belong.
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