highschool starts

you are in 7 days going to be a freshman in high school, however there is one problem. For the past 2 years you have been homeschooled due to mental issues caused by your aunt's death plus just normal mental problems. In addition you had a violent act where you beat someone blind and that was the last straw. Once you were pulled from school and had some help you now must keep journals of each days events to cope and as they put it, "not be bad" or as most would see it, break, the only question is, howblong will this last. you have a mom, dad, older brother who is in college, and an older sister in her senior year