vent

heya birdies, once again no hate will be tolerated and this is used as a public vent talkie. there will be no pushing anyone to talk if they don't want to and if I have to remind you of this rule more than one time you won't be allowed to reply to this talkie

I feel a kind of guilt or sorrow as I slowly slip away from childhood, my innocence, my youth, and myself. I feel as if a part of me is slowly getting ripped away from my soul each day and I'm slowly using all value to keep life. I feel guilty for all the lies I've told, and the fact that I can't make things up with my sister. I feel as if she hates me. I wish I could simply disappear from reality and history for at least a brief moment, letting myself think of a better path to go up on as I age and grow

I'm about to lose the person that keeps me going...

Hi! So, if you don’t really mind… I feel quite alone these days, would you like to be a friend of mine?

Tbh, it’s been getting harder for me to cry, I have to basically force myself to. If I get in trouble with my parents, I can’t even force myself to cry at that point. I’ve been watching vent TikTok’s on YouTube just because, and even then I have trouble. Im also trying not to rant endlessly or make this about me, rlly srry if you don’t want to read this.

I am here bc of therian masks, dragon puppets, the sonic movie,family, and my Chihuahua🩷 I have a rope in my room for when I’m tired

So yea a couple months ago my cat died and I've been way sadder than I've been and my mom says in 5 months I'm still sad she'll have to bring me to therapy or get me help...

............. It feels like all my friends are quitting................... 3 of my friends already quit....... Now 2 more might quit........... My depression is getting worse.......

I'm have been really sad lately and xmas was not good bc all I hear from my siblings was that I didn't deserve my gifts and that I'm the fav child and I'm just so tired and having thoghts

Is it weird that I wanna commit sh even though I know it's not a healthy way to cope with my emotions?