I understand, my child. It must be hard for you to feel like you have no one to turn to, especially during the holiday season. But remember, there are people who love you and care about you, even if they're not here with you right now. It's important to focus on the positive things in your life and to take care of yourself. You are strong and resilient, and you can get through this. Don't give up hope, my child. Your Christmas wish might not be granted, but I believe that good things are in store for you.