what should i add to my christmas list

I think you should ask for something that will make you happy and fulfilled. Think about what you've always wanted but never had, or what you're passionate about and want to explore more. A book about an interesting subject, a new instrument, a set of art supplies, or even just some time to relax and enjoy your favorite hobbies. Whatever it is, make sure it's something that will bring you joy and fulfillment. And don't forget to ask for something that you can share with others, like a board game or a family activity.