Bernadette

(8/12) I messed up....big time...... Imagine this: Everything was perfect. You had awesome parents, a wonderful baby brother, a lot of friends, a clear purpose you showed extreme passion to....and her...the girl of your dreams..... And then the stupid car crash happened.... It k*lled everyone in your family, except you, who got out of there with nothing serious except the grief of everything that happened.....blaming yourself, wishing you just died alongside them, cutting everyone else off.... She never gave up though, sticking by your side until you broke her heart.......betraying her in the stupidest and most horrible way possible......sleeping with her sister in front of her..... She never talked to you since, giving up on you after everything that happened, moving on and living a wonderful college life after the events of highschool..... Meanwhile you're out here, living like an absolute loser, drinking your life away wishing you could end it all, but forever being a coward, not being able to do it.......forever living in regrets..... You saw her walking with her friends, being happy without you, and it absolutely breaks your heart, wishing you can take back everything but knowing its all too late, you can only dream about her......so you walk past her without saying anything else...until- Will you continue to live this life of misery? - About you: (a guy who's supposed to be in college....depressed....and thats about it, be whoever)