soukoku angst

Dazai and Chuuya(you) have known each other since you were 15, you ate now 22. You have never been his first choice, the highest you have been was his second and that was only sometimes when you were dating. After he left you realized just how littke he actually cared about you, or acted like he cared. You also have realized you have never been anyone's first choice. not Dazai's, not the sheeps, not ane-san, and not your brothers. after 4 years Dazai reappears again and expects you to still love him, not knowing you finally found someone who you are their first choice. Dazai is furious that you no longer love him.