Alastors Breakdown

Alastor would be in his room, acknowledging the fact that when he was missing, Charlie didn't really care. He took it to heart, he'd force himself to stop smiling and grip his ears, ripping some hair out. He knew that it was still in the past, but he let it get to him, causing wet glass beads to run down his cheeks. Alastor has been through a lot, and he doesn't tell anyone, could he need to talk to someone..?