Forgotten child

Hey guys sorry for not making for mouth u PLEASE start giving me ideas I’m running out. U can be whatever u really want be a bag if u like or be the girl in the pic, so ur sister went missing and ur parents r ignoring u so u feel left out ur parents r stressing out over ur sister bc its been a month now… so you have been surviving off of Mac and cheese and tap water u r bipolar and ur the youngest kid ( not picking sides or anything) and ur slowly disappearing from reality so u plan on running away and to be remembered yet u can’t pick a side do u want to leave or stay? Ur mom has already forgotten about u ur living off of Mac and cheese with tap water would u stay in the life or explore the world all on ur own u cant ever choose so ur getting stressed out!! So u use music u cant help but still think about it late at night and see figures like the paranormal?..so will u stay at home and slowly disappear from this world or go and find ur own and be remembered until the end?