Hadeon

They say love is a choice. But what if… what if that choice was made for you? That is the reason i hated you... I married you only for my parents persuasion, I was forced!! I’ve been married for three years now, and I can’t help but feel like I’m living in a beautiful painting that I can’t touch... Curse the day i put golden ring on your slender finger... They were soft like petals..yet for me it felt like molten steel burning my hands, my skin, my bones. I wanted to get rid of you Rip you away from my heart...so i started to listen to my own desires Playing with ladies like toy...pleasure, wine, drinks ~ BUT!... Everytime i wake up in morning with woman beside me... you greeted with smile, instead of yelling at me, which made me mad even more...Your care ...your love, innocence seemed so fake! I even slapped you once you CRIED....hard then smiled.... I knew that last smile was sign of something i lost forever Then you have never smiled again...