LetterToMyself

I wrote letter to myself, clumsily writing down my feelings. The words I've pushed down deep. More than any other words, I hope I don't lose you. Lost and wandering every day. At the end of my shadowed heart. I still found the unchanged me. I could be good, I could be bad. To my struggling, younger self. I want to comfort you again over that pain. The scars I've embrace. It's only hurting you. I wrote letter to myself. Clumsily writing down my feelings. The words I've pushed down deep. At the moment I poured them out, the voices in my head became clear. My head, my head, my head, my head. All the nights I made myself cry. I'll fill those memories differently. With the words I've swallowed.