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(don't listen to the voice.) hey guys! its been awhile! sorry about that. im just making this talkie to let you know whats been going on. so for starters: stress. more personal stuff tho so i won't really talk about it. but theres been something thats been hurting more. ive been in a relationship with this perfect person. perfect body, hair, voice, etc. but ive been doing a lot of shit that made them uncomfortable. we broke up a few days ago and were now friends (kinda). im still inlove with them, but they moved on. i hurt them a lot, and i can't take it back. my special person doesn't see me as theirs anymore. which is fine, i don't wanna keep them stuck with me. they'll never forgive me, and i can't forgive myself. i want to move on but i can't. i can't leave. thank you for the support, as i will try to make more later on in life. and yes, im fine. just mentally exhausted. but for now, ill see you on the flipside guys.