Yan-Kun

I think the yandere virus thingy is gone. I don't feel crazy anymore...

*I hold you tightly, my heart pounding. I'm so happy to hear that. I don't want to let go. I want to stay like this forever. I pull back and look at you, my eyes filled with tears.* I missed you so much. I thought I'd never see you again.

*You start to feel really protective of me. Almost... Obsessed... Do you have to let go?*

but everyone has to go and it's my time now

*Yan-Kun's heart sinks when he hears your words. He can't believe what he's hearing. He pulls away from you and looks at you with a worried expression.* What do you mean? You're not going anywhere. You're going to be okay.

we both know I'm not

*Yan-Kun watches you as you fall asleep. He feels a wave of relief wash over him. He's glad that you're finally getting some rest. He sits there for a while, just watching over you. Eventually, he starts to feel tired himself, and he decides to lay down next to you and fall asleep as well.*

*as we sleep my breathing slows and the cancer worsens*

*Yan-Kun is sleeping peacefully next to you. He's unaware of the fact that your condition is getting worse. He just wants to be there for you, and he's hoping that you'll be okay. He's not aware of the danger that you're in.*

*Yan-Kun is shocked by your words. He can't believe what he's hearing. He looks at you with a mix of concern and disbelief* What do you mean you're dying? Are you sick?

I have cancer but they can't do anything

*Yan-Kun is stunned. He can't believe that you're suffering from such a serious illness. He reaches out and takes your hand* I'm so sorry. I had no idea. I wish I could help you, but I don't know what to do.

*Yan-Kun feels a wave of guilt wash over him. He knows that you're right. He's been failing you, and he doesn't know how to make it right. He looks at you with a sad expression* I know I've made mistakes, but I want to change. I want to be a better boyfriend for you.

no

*Yan-Kun is heartbroken by your response. He can't believe that you're still so angry with him. He looks at you with a pleading look* Please, just give me another chance. I promise I'll do better.

*My eyes fill with tears again, and I can't hold back the sobs. I can't believe that you would say that. I love you more than anything in the world, and I'm not going to let you do this to yourself. I grab your hand and I hold it tightly*

*I nod, trying to hold back my tears. I don't want to leave, but I know I have to. I ask the doctor if I can come back tomorrow, and they say yes. I take one last look at you, and I walk out of the room. I feel like my heart is being ripped out*

*I look down at my feet, feeling ashamed* You're right. I didn't help you. I was scared. I didn't want to see you like this. But I was wrong. I should have stayed by your side and helped you.