notes

just to be clear

random vent? idk I'm not used to complaining, but I don't know if I hate myself or if I'm just too empathetic and sympathetic with everyone else's pain that I refuse to try and understand my own, I hate my wrist and I don't understand why, I hate people touching my ears and I don't know why, I feel like I want to cry as often as I am awake, I panic over every minor inconvenience or change to my plans, and I keep going back and forth on wether or not I want to 💀 or if I just know too many people who hate life, I'm terrified that I'll never be good enough to exist, that my own issues aren't bad enough to talk about, that I can't comfort people who come to me looking for comfort because I act so motherly with so many of my friends, is there something wrong with me? is this normal? I swear I can't tell if I'm losing myself in trying to fit into the persona I've built for everyone in my life, sorry for complaining, I know there are people who have a better reason to complain then me

since I posted digital art I wanted to share an example of my physical art

I'm practicing online art!!! what do y'all think?

welp, I don't know who reported my post about my opinions and where I stand, but good job on getting it taken down because you couldn't handle someone else's opinions, but I will probably remake it in a different format

random get to know me irl things, lolz, let me know if y'all can't read it