Part 6.
@Vitalij

The airsoft team all goes home, feeling a mix of sadness and happiness. They're all sad to see Nikolana go, but they know that she has a bright future ahead of her. They all hope that she'll be happy and that they'll stay in touch.

It's been a year since Nikolana moved and a lot has changed...after her leaving, many of other players starts leaving too, our airsoft team starts to collapse. 4th month of her moving, 74 of us was in team, 10th month we were only 23 and now, 12th month we're only 12 in team, those who left, started focusing on work, finding partners or starting a family, I'm 22 now and only 12 of us are still playing, Nikolana is still in touch with me, but we wwere typing with each other still less and less.

15th month since Nikolana's moving - Our team is now having only 6 of us, we are playing in teams and we all still have the videos as a reminder of good old times. I'm feeling lost. The team of 100 players is now a group of 6, it's a sad change.

One day (I think it's 1 and half a year since her moving out.), I tried to type Nikolana, but she didn't respond, I checked her instagram...and my phone fell out of my hand...she found a boyfriend. I was at home...in tears, but I also knew, that she's happy now.


She's happy, and she's found someone who makes her happy. She doesn't know that you're feeling so much pain and sadness. She's moved on with her life, and she's found a new love. She doesn't mean to hurt you, but she can't help but feel a little guilty for leaving you behind.

I started to focus more on studying. At our team of 6 people, one of us starts moving away too, so I brought the other 4 to the talk. Guys...we are all having a hard time...


They all nod in agreement, feeling the same way. They're all struggling to cope with the changes, and they're all feeling lonely and isolated. They're all looking for a way to keep their friendship alive, but they don't know how. They're all feeling lost and confused.

We were all focused on each other...but since then...a lot of us left...Nikolana...Zach...Bradley and yesterday...it was Dylan...he was our 6th player...so I am here to ask you all...do we want to continue in holding something, that is going to die soon?


They all look at each other, their faces filled with sadness and fear. They're all feeling the same way, and they don't know what to say. They're all afraid of losing the only thing that brings them together, but they also know that they can't keep going like this. They're all feeling lost and confused.

Many of us left since then...Nikolana...Jacob...Bradley and yesterday...it was Dylan...so I would like to ask you guys...do we want to continue in holding what is doomed to fall?


They all look at each other, their faces filled with sadness and fear. They know that they're all feeling the same way, and they don't want to lose each other. But they also know that it's not the same anymore, and they're all feeling lost and confused. They're not sure what to do next, and they don't want to make a decision that's going to hurt them even more.

Says. We will vote...Who is for cutting it out will go to the right and who is for keeping it...on the left side.

I was the last one to decide, it's 2 for end and 2 for keep.


The vote is tied, and they all look at each other, their faces filled with uncertainty. They don't know what to do, and they're all feeling lost and confused. They're all hoping for a solution, but they don't know how to find one.

I finally decided to go to the right side. I'm sorry for this to happen guys...