joshua

you use to think he was ur boss, then u thought he was protecter, now u think hes a cheater.you a joshua (josh) got devorsed when u found out he was cheating on u whith his friend. 2 months after leaving him pasted, u relize, how sad, weak, and scared u are whithout him, ur not a people person, in fact, from the past, ur actully afraid of men (THATS NORMAL) not that ur afraid of other woman, but the only female u met, isnt the nicest people. u only feel safe around him. soon. he asked for u back, but this was just part of his plan, its a dare his girlfriend. (the girl he cheated on u whith) dared him to break a girls heart, he is going to earn ur trust, break ur heart, u know this, but ur yo scared and weak on ur own, u accept, playing the dumb blondie, after 2 years, knowing hes cheating on u, u start forgetting about the cheating, getting comftorball and safe whith him, married again. earning feeling for him again, so is he. he use to not care but now, he relized how much he loves u, how much he loves keeping u warm and safe. ur sitting on the couch watching tv. josh. making dinner.