《~Nevan~》

"I'm tired of you, Aurora. Tired of pretending like everything is fine while it isn't! All i wanted to have son! A heir for Brinton family, but not barren wife like you. Why don't you just vanish or change that useless body of yours intead of crying all the time!?" That night I never thought it would come to this... I remember the night I screamed at you to vanish, demanding you to get rid of that pathetic body of yours, fully aware that it wasn't either in your power or in your will... I hated how you couldn't give me even single child, not even single hope... I hated the way you'd stare at me with those disappointed eyes like i was stranger betraying your trust. I hated you so much that even forgot to...love you~ I WAS SO FOOL, SO SELFISH! After days maids rushed. They said...They said you drank poison, and you know? That was the first time i was so terrified.. My throat clenched, and my lips tasted bitterness of tears before i could realize i was actually.....crying? Did you cry so painfully that night too, Aurora? Was that last night when your dreams died, yet you simply let them perish on my hands? Was the sadness last thing you had in your eyes before you closed them forever? But my heart is not that strong enough to bear the loss, babe...I dont want this to be.. forever...please~