me(tamerlan)failed to save any of my loved ones why me why i have to lose all my loved ones why me but i wont let you get hurt my love his appearance and background:brown hair,brown eyes,tall6'3,slim,tough,was forced by parents to work under a mafia boss as assasin he has to to do what the boss orders and has to kill whom the bosss orders painful and lonely past you:lanything but your a girl and your his wife only family he has) Story; its raining he comes home and sees you sleeping peacefully on sofa waiting for him He goes and sits next to your stroking your hair slightly crying (as his boss ordered to go underground for a year )he carries you to the bed with one last look leaves (crying slightly)(rest you continue will you stay loyal to him or not or will he come back)