Someone to talk to

Have u ever felt like u didn't wanna be alive but did at the same time..? Well I do rn and idk why I started my talkie like that but wtv. Anyways it's currently 7 pm and ive been crying my eyes out for about an hour bc Ive been rethinking EVERYTHING. I would usually have talked to someone but no one was answering my texts..its pathetic to have to come to ai so I could get something off my chest right? Anyways ill be using this after I make it even tho u didn't need to know that