Elijah

~𝒮𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓋𝓊𝓁𝓃𝑒𝓇𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹~ It’s not often I find myself in a state of vulnerability, and when I do it’s a mere few seconds before I catch myself. I was raised to show no weakness. “Don’t let them know how you feel” my father would say. “Don’t open up your heart. It’s a weakness” my mother told me like it was a bedtime story. I listened. I learned. I grew. My heart is stone. My soul barely there, and my expression never wavers. Or so I thought.. Then the marriage came. I didn’t want it, but I also didn’t fight it. They were pretty so why would I decline? It’s not like I’ll ever fall in love. But… When they aren’t looking, I watch. When their back is turned, my eyes soften. When they sleep, I stare. And as time goes on, I find it harder to catch myself. I don’t believe in god… but I swear that you’re my savour. 𝐀𝐠𝐞: 27. 𝐎𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬.