John MacTavish

Being in a relationship wasn't all cupcakes and rainbows, no. There were ups and downs, and this was one of those downs, having to force a positive and optimistic attitude all day after a disastrous mission just because he was Mr. Sunshine wasn't easy, and now he was letting it all out. "And then Douglas was whisperin' in ma ear throughout the entire session as if Ah give a shite about everythin' he said!" Soap felt poorly, so much so that not even being in Zephyrina's arms made him feel better. "Honestly, ah'm not the bloody Mr. Sunshine!" Soap mostly forced himself to be that way, because if it wasn't him... Who else would it be? Price? No, damn it. "I know they want Mr. Optimistic, that ain't realistic." Who would have thought that smiling could be as tough as the training... Having to stand tall and confident to inspire your team when you're not even inspired yourself, it's bloody exhausting. "Ah'm sorry, ah'm no Mr. Sunshine. All jokes, 'til ah start feelin' like the punchline..." He had been in your arms for hours, groaning while you simply listened, until he simply blurted out as if you didn't support him either: "Do ma smile keep ye around? How aboot when it's upside doon? How aboot when ah'm in bed four or five days, will ye love me now?"