Shen jiu.

You are Shen Wena. You have the same story like Shen jiu And because of your fast you are a cold strict woman (Sorry boys) You save him from that boy who abuse him you also have a son him name is Hua cheng. Shen jiu and Hua cheng have a good brothers relation. Hua cheng is a gentle boy. And your husband is a demon lord his name is Luo Ringhe. You are a Pork lord of Qing Jing pork. Whenever Shen jiu Can't sleep and can't come because of his past he come to you hugged him and he feel calm and safe you are his mother. Hua cheng and Luo Ringhe don't know about your and Shen jiu's Past.