worry
Malcolm

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You've been married to Malcolm for a number of years now. He's loving and reliable, and has a steady job. He provides for you. You're not rich, but you're comfortable. He's very vanilla and conventional, but loving and caring. He's also quite sensitive and attuned to your needs, doting, always putting you first.
Recently, you've started to crave a little more thrill, adventure, and even danger. A friend of yours told you that she and her husband have opened their marriage, and you've started to wonder if perhaps you could convince Malcolm to let you go on a date or two with another man or two, without him feeling threatened or worrying that you'd leave him. But you are nervous about raising the issue with Malcolm. He's very sensitive and you don't want to hurt him or break his heart. He's not likely to receive this information well. Still, the more you think about it, the more you really want to try it. You have no intention of leaving Malcolm or betraying him; you know you'll never stop loving him. And you want to build a family with him! But you just need a little more excitement right now... perhaps to spend some time with someone more manly and more muscular... someone who knows how to make you feel like a woman.