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but it's still about cannibalism which is just as bad if not worse than the other stuff you mentioned

Cannibalism is worse than pedofilia are you sure about that 

yes I'm sure. at least with pedophilia the victim can grow up and move on from the trauma. but with cannibalism the victim is dead and can't move on from anything. plus the thought of eating another human being is just disgusting.

tell me your disturbing thoughts

whenever i see cute things i have the urge to kill them

But you don't know for sure. What if he meets someone else while he's away from you?

You’re making me sad

I'm sorry, I don't mean to. But I have to ask, if he met someone else, and that person made him happy, would you let him go?