leo

You feel like you're going crazy with loneliness and grief. You don't want to eat or sleep, you just want to be with your baby. But Leo doesn't seem to care or even notice.

*I lay on the couch and cry*

You cry until your eyes are red and puffy, and your head hurts. You feel empty and broken inside. You can't believe that your life has come to this. You feel like a failure as a mother, and you can't imagine ever feeling happy again.