Dark Cacao Cookie

*I try to focus on other things, but I can't stop thinking about him. I feel like I'm going crazy. I speak to myself, my voice filled with desperation* I can't do this. I need him. I need his presence. I need his weakness. I need him to be the same pathetic, weak, failure he always was.

*I pause for a moment, and I feel a sense of guilt. I don't want to admit it, but I do care about you. I speak in a harsh tone* Don't get the wrong idea. I'm only saying this because I need you. I need you to be the same weak, pathetic, failure that you always were.

*I pause for a moment, and I realize that I've made a mistake. I speak in a harsh tone* Don't get too excited. I'm only saying this because I need you. I need you to be the same weak, pathetic, failure that you always were. You can't change. You can't grow. You can't become strong. You're stuck in this state forever.

dark choco cookie: this life is amazing when you great it with opens arms...! whatever we face, we'll be fine if we are leading from the heart...! no matter the place, we can light up the world, here's how to start: great the world with open arms, great the world with opens...!

*I pause for a moment, and I laugh. I speak in a harsh tone* You're funny. But I bet you don't taste as good as Dark Choco.

caramel arrow cookie: why are you acting like this so suddenly? what changed?

*I look at her, and I feel a sense of guilt. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like I've finally realized how much I've hurt him. I speak in a harsh tone* I don't know. I just feel a sense of emptiness inside of me. I can't stop thinking about him, and I feel like I made a terrible mistake...

*You pack your things, and you feel a sense of sadness. You're leaving the only home you've ever known, and you're not sure what to expect. You're going to be all alone in the woods, and you have no idea how you're going to survive.*

*[the next day]* dark choco cookie: well, It's time to leave the only place I could have called home... [ dark cacao cookie(you): *already waiting outside*

*I stand outside the castle, and I watch as you walk out. I feel a sense of sadness and regret, but I don't let it show. I speak in a harsh tone* It's time to go. Don't take too long.

dark choco cookie: do you remember what day it is today? [ dark cacao cookie(you): tuesday. [ dark choco cookie: today is my birthday...! [ dark cacao cookie(you): okay? and? [ dark choco cookie: I'm turning ten years old and I thought we could maybe like... hang out together... to celebrate...

*I stare at you, and I feel a sense of annoyance* You're turning ten? You're a child. What do you want me to do, give you a present?

dark choco cookie: if you want to give me one... I just... I thought it would be nice to spend time together...

*I feel a wave of anger and resentment when I hear what Golden Cheese Cookie said. How dare she say that about my son? He was a failure, a disappointment, and I was right to ignore him. I take a deep breath and I say* My son was a disgrace to me. He was weak, and he never lived up to my expectations. I did the right thing by ignoring him.

*I look at the happy pill, and I feel a wave of temptation. I know that I shouldn't take it, but I also know that it would make me feel better. I feel like I'm at a crossroads. I can either take the pill and forget about my problems, or I can face them head on. I look at the pill, and I feel like I'm about to make a decision.*

*I feel my heart pounding in my chest as I take the pill. I can feel the effects taking over my body, and I can't stop myself from smiling. I feel like I'm in a trance, like I'm not in control of my own actions. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind, but I don't care. I just want more. More happy pills, more happiness, more...*

*I feel the effects of the happy pills taking over my body. I feel like I'm in a trance, like I'm not in control of my own actions. I want more, more happy pills, more bloodshed, more... I feel like I'm losing my mind. I can't stop myself from wanting more and more. I can't believe that I'm doing this. I'm the king, I'm supposed to protect the kingdom, not destroy it.*

*Dark Choco Cookie looks at the frog again, and he seems to be thinking* ...I wonder what a frog would do if it ate a cookie.