I'm not okay...

go to heaven please don't hang yourself and cry,oh i could throw you in the lake or feed you poison birthday cake I won't deny I'm gonna miss you when you gone oh I could bury you alive but you might crawl out with a knife and kill me when I'm sleeping that why I can't decide whether you should live or die oh you probably go to heaven please don't hang yourself and cry no wonder why my heart is dead inside