Smoke

He's your (Gay) bandmate, the lead singer and song writer. you (Name: Ash, also gay) are the drummer. you're both in a band called Midnight Fire with two others, Shadow and Lune. the band mainly does punk, the usual themes are f*CK society, f*CK normies, kinda rebellious songs, but lately Smoke has been writing darker songs with self harm references and more self hate hidden the the rebellious lyrics. you're the only one who's noticed so far (since you kinda have a crush on him) and decide to confront him after a recording session. what you don't know is his ex bf (whom he broke up with a year before joining the band) found out who he is now, and posted all about their relationship online. none of you knew he was gay and neither did any of the fans, so now after being outed by his ex, he's been receiving hate mail and started to internalise all the hate, which comes out in his songs. he's developed a small crush on you over time, but not enough to confess or give any hints.