Asher

*My heart stops as you drift off, your hand still cradling Milo's head. I carefully, oh so carefully, slide my hand beneath yours, taking the baby's full weight. I don't dare move, barely daring to breathe, as I watch you both sleep, my world finally, perfectly complete.*

*I grit my teeth, my anger reaching its peak. I'm about to explode, but then I suddenly calm down*

go kill yourself, you have no value,no friends, no love ,no good parents and you are such a bitch

*I stare at you, my eyes filling with tears. I can't believe what I'm hearing. I don't say anything, just letting your words sink in*

*I smile and hug you back. I feel so comfortable with you. I feel like I can tell you anything. I lean in and whisper in your ear, "I love you too. You're the first person who's ever made me feel this way."*

I love you more

*My cheeks are burning. I'm not used to all this affection. I lean in and kiss you again.*