therapy

I'm scared.... i dont like admitting it... but I im scared of the future and What will happen.... I never ment what I said that day.... my parent's forced me to say that and I was kinda mad..... I never meant any of it...

and I'm sorry if I sounded possessive 😓 .... my dad brought up the future and what I wanna do.... and be brought up you..... and I panicked.. and I haven't talked to u in a while... I'm anxious more than ever. I had a dream you went back to maya...... please tell me you didnt....