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KMP means "Kill me please" btw

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I'm "useless" and "too sensitive"... Or at least that's what I tell myself the moment an adult changes their tone or raises their voice even SLIGHTLY. I IMMEDIATELY go into panic mode when an adult does this. I HATE THAT I CAN'T TAKE "ch1ld discipline" WITHOUT SCREAMING AND CRYING UNTIL I START HYPERVENTILATING WHILE CURLED UP IN A BALL SHAKING. "I am the parent, you are the ch1ld" WHEN DID I GET TO BE THE CH1LD?! YOU BROKE ME DURING MY CH1LDHOOD! OH- HAHA- AND YOU KNOW WHEN "DAD" GAVE ME A NOSEBLEED FROM SLAPPING ME ACROSS THE FACE?! REMEMBER THAT "MOM"?! AND WHEN HE THREW A CHAIR AT ME?! PUNCHED A HOLE IN MY DOOR, PUNCHED A HOLE IN MY WALL, SCREAMED, AND YELLED AT ME, HIT ME, LOCK ME IN MY ROOM FOR HOURS ON END- And you really thought recording the times we weren't arguing and posting them was fine? That's not what ¹⁰ y34r 0ld Amelia wanted to find out. Notice how clingy I got to my stuffed animals? THEY became my friends and family. ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . Maybe I am the problem.

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Doing something wrong is like getting dared to jump off a roof or do it right. ..... I always choose the roof in the end...