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So, my depression has been getting worse. I keep having dreams of myself dying and becoming apart of me. I'm slowly loosing my mind. I'm barely getting sleep. My YouTube schedule will be a train wreck. I'm starting to go insane. Ava/Cherri is quitting in May. I'm starting to get dark thoughts again. My life is heck. I feel like I'm loosing my mind. He is starting to take over. I have to wait 226 days to talk to 2 of my friends. I have anger issues.........